Tim started his drug/alcohol rehab today. The final analysis is that he hasn’t enough of a support system. Seeing his paperwork from the meeting on the car seat I glanced through it, not to be nosy but just curious as to the way it was handled. I read questions like “who would you call if you had a car accident?”
answer “my mother”. Several other questions were all answered with “my mother”. It overwhelmed me when I realized that the only person he had cited was me…I was his one and only support!
His dad supports him but is it uncool to say so? Or…is that because I am his father’s only support system too? Really…I wonder how much of a support those guys are to each other?
Any wonder I get tired?
I spoke with Toni and mentioned that I have basically withdrawn from life, the internet and friendships…for now. People have expectations in friendships and I cannot fulfill them so there is no sense of disappointing people now is there?
There truly is a time and a season for everything and at this time I am doing what is needful…